Wondering if I should quit aviation as a career
Asked by: Pilot1 17374 views Commercial Pilot, Flight Instructor, General Aviation, Private Pilot
I'm a CFI, worked my way up through the Private, Instrument, Commercial, CFI, CFII, MEI, and just got my VFR 135 compitency check done. But I have a dilemma, I'm not happy with my performance as either a pilot or CFI, and am now just thinking about exiting aviation as a career path.
My first problem is failed checkrides, both personally myself and students. Of me personally, with the exception of the CFI intial that I burned out on (too nervous, did not eat, no sleep, etc), I've busted three other checkrides, all for something stupid, like forgetting to actually verify the gear was down on the multi cause the DPE pulled the "gear lights" breaker, forgetting to reset the "SUSP" on the 430A on the CFII checkride while in a hold, and on the VFR 135, the FAA inspector failed the attitude and heading indicator on an approach, then tower switched the runways on me-the fast paced mix up caused me to go full scale deflection on the approach-bust.
Of my students as a CFI, I've had a 50% pass rate, some passed with high markings and praise from examiners, and others busting on stupid things (like holding the wrong alititude-why, she never did this in training? and another getting lost even though our check pilot/CFI and I said he knew lost procedures and VORs at the back of his head).
Seeing my students bust when they scored with praise on their pre-checkride stage checks reminds me of my own personality and my shortcomings. I'm not sure what my personality problem is, but something about my faults is rubbing off on my students.
Just getting really tired of the failures on both my and students' ends, and I know that for future career aspects, checkride failures are viewed like getting convicted of a felony, good luck trying to get a job with one or more. On a more personal level, I demand absolute perfection from myself and multiple failures just makes me feel worthless.
My second problem is that I take a look at regional airlines and small charter company hiring minimums, and some seem so ungodly high for such low pay and a terrible lifestyle, the combination of these factors above just make me want to throw the towel in aviation and find something else. And I am not low time either, 1300TT and 70 multi, been CFI'ing for 2 years. I already got no life now as a CFI, putting in 75 hours of unpaid "duty time" a week, only flying and getting paid for about 15 or so hours week.
Any advice or words of encouragement?
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